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So cold.

I don’t thrive in the cold. I’ve been cold so long. The house where I stay isn’t kept very warm. It’s a coat on inside kind of place.

It’s been a while since my last blog. After Christmas I had another chemo treatment. That’s had me weak, tired and sick. It’s not easy to create when I feel bad. Feeling kinda bad today. sigh

The red room bedroom. lol I spend way too much time in this room.

QOTD: Say this: “I will never forsake, betray, or deceive myself.” ~ ROB BREZSNY

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Personal Notes

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LOL

Living in the room that mind built. I am thoughts. I am not thoughts. What am I? Am I an idea?

Sitting in the sacred Chemo chair.
Watching Pulp Fiction

It was an excellent 8 years but I need to sell my rv. I’m not going back there and it’s going to waste. Someone could be enjoying it.

QOTD: The “…practical expressions of kindness and compassion and ethical behavior [are] sacred practices.” ~ Rob Brezsny

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Seen and Heard

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“My mother was a lesbian. To me Santa was a black lesbian woman.” ~The Black Santa

“His brother didn’t torture him.” ~ S. Orr

“I’m going to run away to Disneyland. “ ~ Unknown

QOTD: Because we love the sun shines. Because we love the ocean waves.

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A Walk by the River

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We had an excellent day exploring around the Little Cahaba River. it was one of the best adventures I’ve had in a long time.

Speak softly, but carry a big can of paint. ~ Banksy
“Some people become cops because they want to make the world a better place. Some people become vandals because they want to make the world a better looking place.” ~ Banksy

We went down to the river to play. There was a lot of graffiti on the old, abandoned bridge.

Here I am taking a photo.

This is one view of the Little Cahaba River from the bridge.

QOTD: “…Whether it’s our time to ferment in the valley of shadows or rise up singing in the sun-splashed meadow, fresh power to transform ourselves is always on the way. ~ Rob Brezsny

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Personal Notes

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I visited the Oncologist. She said I was doing well. My blood work looked good. I have chemo every 3 weeks. The chemo is really hard on me. I’m weak and sick for days afterwards.

I like a little Ganisha with me when I go to chemo.

My first cancer Christmas

I need to sell WHQ. I won’t be living there again.

QOTD: “Happiness consists in realizing it is all a great strange dream.” – Jack Kerouac

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More treatment
Less cancer

Heard and Seen

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1. “…three slabs of ribs and a bucket of wings.”

2. “Maybe I’ll see you again.” – Cancer patient saying goodbye to a cousin.

3. “I want a blaze of light to flame in me forever in a timeless, dear love of everything. And why should I pretend to want anything else?” ~ Jack Kerouac

4. Kuma Codd

5. Mayonnaise is the spackle of life.

At the urologist I saw a Bible and hand sanitizer. Saving your soul and your body.

The three ‘Ws’:
Wine
Women
Waffles
– Slumberland

QOTD: “Never be limited by other people’s limited imaginations. If you adopt their attitudes, then the possibility won’t exist because you’ll have already shut it out…. ~ Mae C. Jemison

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Happy Thanksgiving

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Gobble Gobble

A short gratitude list

  • My sister and brother-in-law who have taken care of me all these months
  • Good insurance
  • I am alive to enjoy this day

QOTD: “come celebrate with me that everyday something has tried to kill me and has failed.” — Lucille Clifton

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Scheduling Surgery

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I need minor surgery to change the stints between my kidneys and my bladder.
Off we went into a foggy, future, now.
Waiting on the doctor. He is scheduling the surgery for mid December.

QOTD: “Bless the eternal wiggle. Everything’s always shimmying & jiggling & waggling.” ~ Rob Brezsny

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More imaginings
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Cancer Journey

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Chemo pump.
In a chemo chair
On my way to a blood sacrifice. Blood magic time.

Muhahaha

QOTD: “No matter what the state of the world might be, it’s my pragmatic job and my soul task to perpetrate regeneration and awakening and inspiration and liberation.” – Rob Brezsny

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Rowdy and Reverent Blessings,

Black and White

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Eye see you

What to do? What to do?

Abandoned bridge
Little Cahaba River
Chemo time

QOTD: “Freedom is in the unknown. If you believe there is an unknown everywhere, in your own body, in your relationships with other people, in political institutions, in the universe, then you have maximum freedom.” – philosopher John C. Lilly

I appreciate each of you. Your visits, likes, and comments mean so much. Stay safe and well out there in the CCE.
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More time in nature
More peace

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