Tarot card Suppression

The figure on this card is quite literally “all tied up in knots”. His light still shines within, but he has repressed his own vitality trying to meet so many demands and expectations. He has given up all his own power and vision in return for being accepted by the very same forces that have imprisoned him. The danger of suppressing one’s natural energy in this way is apparent in the cracks of a volcanic eruption about to take place around the edges of the image. The real message of the card is to find a healing outlet for this potential explosion. It is essential to find a way to release whatever tensions and stresses might be building up inside you right now. Beat on a pillow, jump up and down, go out into the wilderness and scream at the empty sky–anything to shake up your energy and allow it to circulate freely. Don’t wait for a catastrophe to happen.

In Sanskrit the name is alaya vigyan, the house where you go on throwing into the basement things that you want to do but you cannot, because of social conditions, culture, civilization. But they go on collecting there, and they affect your actions, your life, very indirectly. Directly, they cannot face you–you have forced them into darkness, but from the dark side they go on influencing your behavior. They are dangerous, it is dangerous to keep all those inhibitions inside you. It is possible that these are the things that come to a climax when a person goes insane. Insanity is nothing but all these suppressions coming to a point where you cannot control them anymore. But madness is acceptable, while meditation is not–and meditation is the only way to make you absolutely sane. ~ Osho Zen Tarot

My take away

I need to continue downsizing. There are still layers on the onion; the layers of social conditioning, the indoctrination layers of public education, the media brain washing layers, the narrow minded thought pattern layers taught by rural southern society, and the layers of fear. These shall be peeled away to reveal what is underneath. All those items hiding in the basement need to be brought out into the light. Only when the light shines on them will I know if they are keepers.

My other option? Insanity. “But madness is acceptable…” in our society. There is a pill for that.

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