1. Life is in such much flux. I feel disconnected. I feel endings but not new beginnings. It’s as though important parts of my life have drifted away. Thinking new thoughts. Purging old opinions and beliefs. Leaving behind old patterns of thought.
Feelings are valid. Feelings are real to the one having them. Feelings pass. My feels matter to me.
2. Form. Things take form. I took form. Forms dissolve. I will dissolve. Impermanence. Things and people and relationships are impermanent. Attachment to form creates dissatisfaction. Fortunately, feelings are impermanent too. Boop oop be doop
3. Speaking of forms, sadly, my knee has changed form. I twisted it and now it is swollen and hurts. Poor timing seeing as I’m getting ready to roll in a couple of weeks.
“The best laid schemes o’ Mice an’ Men
Gang aft agley, “- Robert Burns
So it seems with me knee.
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My Eclectic Life 
Oct 22, 2020 @ 10:08:13
Oooh. Getting ready to roll. A change of scenery. I know that’s stressful, but probably also exciting! (Sorry you hurt your knee.)
Oct 22, 2020 @ 11:37:07
Thanks. It is exciting and stressful. If I can just hobble around enough to get back into vehicle mode.
Oct 22, 2020 @ 13:00:53
Life has been very strange this year! Somehow old patterns — of thought, of connections, etc. — don’t work any longer. Reinventing patterns is not easy, but it does happen — hang in there! And do take care of that knee!
Oct 22, 2020 @ 13:29:49
Things were changing this year. So I jumped on board and selected change as much as I could tolerate. It was a lot. I’m definitely coming out of 2020 a different individual.
The knee is a kink in my lifestyle. I’m rolling the first week of November. The knee needs to be 100%.