1. The last time I waited with a dying person it was almost 11 years ago. I am totally surprised to be doing it again. It’s not a relative and not someone close to me. I’m just giving a friend a break.
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3. I attended a friend’s funeral. The funeral of the person I sat with. It was sad.
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Zen wants you living, living in abundance, living in totality, living intensely – not at the minimum, but at the maximum, overflowing.
Your life should reach to others. Your blissfulness, your benediction, your ecstasy should not be contained within you like a seed. It should open like a flower and spread its fragrance to all and sundry – not only to the friends but to the strangers too.
This is real compassion, this is real love: sharing your enlightenment, sharing your dance of the beyond. – Osho Zen Tarot
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I wanted to share the passing feelings. These all vanish if I don’t latch on to one passing by. Feelings and thoughts run in an endless stream. Each of these come and go and come again. Cyclical
Sadness
Surprise
Joy
Aloneness
Joy
Loneliness
Grief
Abandoned
Stones don’t talk
I can’t resist the Tao
Broken
Turn away
Fashion show
Hurt
Suspicious
Tired
Weary
Bored
Neutral
Sometimes I don’t have the right label.
Isolated
Safe
Filled with wander lust
Happy
Confusion
Regret
Nobody
Fear
Silence
Sorrow
Peace
Fresh
Free
Grief
It’s only been a couple of days and the list is getting redundant. This isn’t everything. It’s just the ones I managed to get on the list.
Before Covid I was living my dream. Now, I’m not. Covid stomped all over it. I’m sure I’m not alone. The entire world is in this together. Being united would be the “A” plan But we have tRump the lord of division.
ANYWAY
It’s been difficult for me to dream a new dream. I have spent most of these hundred plus days of ice-0-lation hunkered down. I’ll admit to some fear. Especially when this plague finally starting spiking where I’m parked and people I know became sick and died. That got my attention.
My Covid Zombie face
So here I am trying to dream a new dream. I think I’m over the grieving. Now it’s time to regroup and dream a new dream.
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1. I don’t know if I can do FB much longer. It’s wearing on my spirit. Maybe I’ll try putting some of my peeps to sleep for 30 days. I’m weary of the pain and suffering and lies and fighting.
2. I love kimchi. Making a new batch.
Cabbage 🥬 The “Secret” Sauce Packing the jars.All done. Now it ferments for 5 days.
3. I don’t understand. Covid cases are going up 30% a week here. 48 new cases yesterday. So what do we do to reduce infection rate? We have a street fair.
Liberty Day
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2. I dreamed I was someone else in another world. I was in my 20’s, athletic build, short blond hair. Wishful dreaming. 😂
3. I live in a county in Alabama with a high risk of becoming infected. There are many cases here. The number infected is going up 25% weekly. It’s a red zone. I am at high risk of death if I become infected. Another red zone. So what did I do? I ventured forth from WHQ on a life or death quest to the grocery store. Stayed tuned to see if I get sick.
The plot thickens. The risk increases. On a side note, today’s Osho Zen Tarot card was the 7 of fire, Stress.
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Odd day vibes feels Floating Drifting Wonderingly wandering Limbo Illusion Delusion Confusion Disconnect Not 2 The Void Vastness A point of creative space
Lots of my time in the last few months has been spent in daily meditation and self reflection.
Just as the CCE was beginning these words drifted into my awareness, “I am just a concept in my mind and a different concept in the minds of those who know me”. These words were my jumping off point. I always trust my cape and I’m known to jump. Additionally, Ram Dass’ ideas on becoming nobody crept into the mix.
Finally, “thinking different thoughts” was added when I read, “It was found that the average person has about 12,000 to 60,000 thoughts per day. Of those thousands of thoughts…95% were exactly the same repetitive thoughts as the daybefore”. ~ TLEX Institute New thoughts seemed a good idea.
As these ideas swirled in my heart and mind they came together and chipped away at the foundations supporting the concepts of who I am.The ties that bind, loosened. My concept of myself, “ego” if I can go there, is out of focus.
It is scary. It is unnerving. Ask Lama Google, there is a fine line separating the mystic and the lunatic. As I voyage into these waters once more, there is a sense of disconnecting that is disconcerting. There is a sense of disappearing into the void that is both comforting and scary. What will be lost? What will be found?
I remember “It’s ok to be nobody”. Enjoy the view. There is nothing else to do.
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I shot the video with an iPhone and the 8 mm app. The editing was done using the Splice app. Nova Rain added the voiceover.
2. All this ice-0-lation, self reflection and meditation is bearing fruit. I flipped out some in the last few days. Melancholy! Confusion! At loose ends. Adrift. Then boom. With the help of a friend I peeled off a huge, tough, nasty layer from my onion. “The unbearable lightness of being”. Growth is difficult. But I am better now. Closer to nobody.
3. I’ve been trying to get my oil and filters changed since January 2020. I’ve been turned away once. SpeedCo didn’t have the oil filter. That is just not true. There was some other reason. Beats me. I may have found a good local place. Maybe during July WHQ will be well lubricated once again.
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